Mon (28/06)
aft school cabbed home due to stupid monthly visit ): anyway bby came to find me aft that went to got a drink and came home ^^ thn there came the surprise visit,parents suddenly home. but anyway everything went smoothly and i got them out of the house without knowing . headed to ikea to get a new sofa,computer chair and had dinner. cabbed home again after tht.

Tues(29/06)
Headed to find bby to get thermometer after school . i had one, i brought it to school but lost it during pe=.= how careless can i be. anyway went arnd novena with brenda while waiting for him. managed to do finish my hws,not exactly but at least emath. Had dinner and headed home to just bathe and sleep,too tired to do anything else.

Wed (30/06)
Bby came to find me again cause i left my necklace and jacket with him and tml's chinese oral and i need it. Esp the necklace. Sense of security with it since i've been wearing that since ages ago ^^ anyway after that went to sky garden to slack, walked around a little,headed to macs and got home thinking that since its their last day i should dinner with them. (my parents) but who knows they ate without me. when they came home i ask why never ask me along its dinner,not an explanation but just simply got angry at me. starving for the 2 of you but yet it becomes my fault making you angry and that i never tell you guys that im home. sorry kay everything's my fault.

tdy :
chinese oral later on in the afternoon,i just hope everything goes well..they're leaving today,not going to be sad or wtv. At least,its no longer my fault at everything till i see them again,which im not looking forward to,never. After oral,having english,really hoping that i can give it a skip or somthing,i just need some adequate rest.No not physically but,mentally.


难道你们就是喜欢看我冷血的那一边吗？连感到失望的资格也没有吗？反正。。。。。无论是什么事都是我的错。。在身命里，应该就是没有过‘公平’的出现吧。。。。太失望了。我累了，再也不会想去为你们而改变了，就让我变回我什么都不管的那一面吧，也许那就是你们最喜欢的‘我’。现在的我连累与泪都早已分不清了。