Saw this online somewhere. I shall compile it into 1 day since im really bored right now and by the 20th day or so i'll be really busy with school and all. so i shall change 30 letters to 30 notes :D

30 Notes

1 — Your Best Friend
I've to say that there isnt really a best friend in my life. I don know why but had never believe in such things. But for one reason when this word came to me,the first thing i thought of is brenda boo. I know we may not be really close right now but i must say that we've been through alot . Being around you really is enjoyable,having to laugh all out,talking nonsense and we can do almost everything together. I know there are times when we're unhappy with each other but i guess those are just minute matters that i bet either of us can barely remember,right? if you're even reading this,on considering my blog is rather dead so noone will really bother reading this.

2 — Your Crush
do not have one right now but i could remember that my longest crush i had was on baobei . Though we're not talking anymore,i really wnt to tell you that you're really a great friend who was always there for me when i needed you,even when i do not tell you at all,you could feel it . I missed those times that we were really close and everyone thought we were tgt though we werent. i just want to tell you that you're always that flamingo in my heart , someone who truly knows me. I really hope that you'll get better in terms of health and your relationships. I know you 've alot problems but you always keep it to yourself but if you really need someone tell me okay? To me ,you 're always my brother.

3 — Your parents
talking to you guys had never been easy on considering that there always seems to be misunderstanding in between us due to lack of communication. I really hope that one day you guys would really understand me better and stop judging me through what you hear but start listening to me. I know that day will hardly ever come by,but i really hope it will....

4 — Your sibling (or closest relative)
not close to any single one .

5 — Your dreams
Just a simple dream. To be really happy with a small family and a stable job. It does not have to be really well paid but a pay that i could go shopping occassionally. Yes that will do. A simple and happy life. Isnt that what everyone hoopes for?

6 — A stranger
Today a weird uncle talked to me at mos. I've no idea what he was talking about. But i do realise something. Everytime a stranger talk to me,its always a uncle or an aunty. Why is this so?

7 — Your Ex-boyfriend/girlfriend/love/crush
i really want to thank god for giving me bby,Frederick lawrence tan min xuan. For making me feel im alive,that im important to someone after years. I know i may always get irritated or angry but i want to tell you i know you mean well,maybe its just different perspective between us. The fact that you're always doing so much for me makes me happy but at the same time,i want to tell you that you shouldnt stop me for doing anything for you. I know you want the best for me,but so do i. I really feel helpless everytime u stop me from doing anything which is why i get irritated,im just used to doing everything myself i guess. Thanks for trying so much to change for me. I know we would last for more then their bet but i really don want to take that bet to heart. I think that we shouldn be a bet and lasting more then the bet is nothing at all ,we do not have to prove them wrong on considering they're of no great importance. So lets just focus on ourselves and last for as long as we can,if possible forever. I luv you bby.

8 — Your favorite internet friend
i do not have a internet friend.... Sorry im antisocial D:

9 — Someone you wish you could meet
i wish ...i could meet all my relative,since i hadn met all of them cause of my really huge family. however on second thoughts, even if i meet them, i wouldn be able to communicate with some of them! some are china,some are malays,hongkongs and etc. I doubt i have that language ability to.

10 — Someone you don’t talk to as much as you’d like to
Nevine i guess, i miss how much we were close to each other going to church every week together. please start coming and not neglect us cause of your clinque or wtv. I know we may not be the best friends but all of us sure miss you you know.

11 — A Deceased person you wish you could talk to
if only godma was still alive. My life wouldn be filled with MSG, facing the walls or computer while eating dinner. I would have someone who really knows me. Someone who cares and love me from my family. Someone who dotes on me. Someone who know what is right and wrong for me. And most of all, love from a mother.I really hope i can tell godma how much i love her,though i know its impossible.

12 — The person you hate most/caused you a lot of pain
don have an exact person,since i really hate hating anyone. It's tiring you know

13 — Someone you wish could forgive you
Him. I know i've really hurt you heart. I know i've yet to apologise cause im afraid. I m really ashamed to see you. Sorry for what i've done. I should have explained to you and not leave you without saying a word.. I really hope that you're fine now. If only i was able to find out how you're doing right now.

14 — Someone you’ve drifted away from
pat seow hong ting. Though we still talk at times but i do miss the times we're close but im really thankful for the fact that though we may not see each other but when we meet we do not feel uneasy at all and infact we could laugh and play all day long. i really thankful for having you for a friend cause im sure that 20years down the road,we could still meet up and have something to talk about.

15 — The person you miss the most
godma. im sure she knows up there. Im very sure.

16 — Someone that’s not in your state/country
cant think of anyone.

17 — Someone from your childhood
my only childhood friend. Prasetia putra wongso wong jin sui. Hee,it's really awesome to have you as my childhood friend you know. having to have so much memories together though i know you do not like to talk about it on considering that some are rather embrassing. But i know that you're really a great friend who's willing to be there and listen to me and help me too. I really hope that we could catch up more despite on the far distance.

18 — The person that you wish you could be
i wish i could be someone who can do maths, chem and read music notes. I wish i could be rich. Everyone sure does wish to be of something they're not good at or somthing they do not have but im sure being me is good enough.

19 — Someone that pesters your mind—good or bad
noone will ever do that to me. im sure.cause only i pester people :D

20 — The one that broke your heart the hardest
i do not understand at all why do you bother to apologise at random occassions when you know you'll do things that hurt me again but right now i really want to tell you that i will no longer need you and i've really got over you. I don hate you for what you did but i really wnt to tell you that you don apologise without meaning it.

21 — Someone you judged by their first impression
xu zining. I bet you knew it. haha . On the first time i saw u ,i really had this hate and disgust on you for idk why,maybe thats why you always get teachers scolding you. Hee. You really look like you have the 'if you're not cool don borther to talk to me ' but i really thank god for me making the first move to try getting to know you. You're really a great friend i must say. Who always listens to me no matter its something good ,bad , sad ,happy or wtv. i really hope that all of us would be friends forever though we know we do not believe in such things. But im sure we've that possibility to last through.

22 — Someone you want to give a second chance to
second chance??=.=

23 — The last person you kissed
same person as day 7. I swear bby's addicted to kissing or something.

24 — The person that gave you your favorite memory

25 — The person you know that is going through the worst of times
kenneth. i don know why but i can sense you really need someone that could go through with you right now. i could tell you still miss her. cousin,time will heal but if u really love her,don give up,don let go.

26 — The last person you made a pinky promise to
same as day 7. hee. we pinky promised to not say any vulgarity. No wait or was it about not touching me?! yes its about that,at mos.

27 — The friendliest person you knew for only one day
maryanne tan. this stupid tofu who is always talking to everyone and can never ever stop talking. hee. you should start replying our smses when we ask you out! yes you should start going out too,move away from tampiness,central is a better place to stay you know.

28 — Someone that changed your life
i've really no idea....

29 — The person that you want tell everything to, but too afraid to
frederick lawrence tan. im just not used to telling everything out,too used to keeping everything in my heart. Please don ask me ):

30 — Your reflection in the mirror
Someone who has a inner side that only the closest ones will ever see. A very weak and emotional side of myself is what im inside and on the outside,someone who's mad and enjoy doing weird things.