Have you ever felt so tired that you wish you could just sleep forever?No i'm not talking about the kind of tired after many days of not being able to sleep but the kind of constant emotional torture you're in . That feeling really sucks. I miss everything about my childhood (Though not some of the traumatic experiences i had) But i really do miss the times when life was simple and happy under the care of my godma. Unlike now where noone seems to be able to help. Though i'm really glad that i've a lovely guy right next to me by my life and i sure thank god for that but yet life in my family really is a torture. It seems as though its my past life's karma that i've to be living in this situation. On the slight note,tomorrow's carolling. Got to have a first time experience of performing in the public. Getting really excited but yet not really looking forward to it since i'm scared. I guess we just have to always look on the brighter side of life despite how horrible things may be or how tired we already are. Afterall,since nothing can be done why not just not think about it?